Wide Holes
Broken Needles
Hard Veined
Lingering
One drive
Forced Obsession
Halos
Inside of me


Horrific penetration
Unbound, Controlling me
No cure through condemnation
Ignorance or through fallacy
Blame incoming generations
Impugned, unmotivational
Just dismiss the observation
That the world you’ve built is what is dragging me down

I’ve suffered
So long and still I’m losing ground
Tolerance
To Condemnation


I’ve learnt to hate myself
To match society
Once tried to find myself
And failed

Wide Holes
Broken Needles
Hard Veined
Lingering
One drive
Forced Obsession
Halos
Inside of me


Horrific penetration
Unbound, Controlling me
No cure through condemnation
Ignorance or through fallacy
Blame incoming generations
Impugned, unmotivational
Just dismiss the blatant observation
That the world you’ve built is what is dragging me down


Tell the world
Outside
I’m sorry for the pain I’ve caused
But it’s mine
I’ve held off the day
Resigned
To gaining little but my portion
Of Decay
Polluted time
Ill fate
I fought the battles but lost the war today

Deep down that hole
One more imperfect soul and I
Fought this battle, strived for more
But I lost the war, lost the war
I can’t hold on,
This rush will overcome me
Released from the cycle of wanting more
Coz I lost the war, lost the war

Tidal Waves – Swallow me
Celebrate - One more addict down
Feel the weight – That burdens me
Fall away – One less addict now

You’ll never know
Of all the love I’ve shown
How I came from the gutter and strived for more
But I lost the war, lost war
All it’s over now,
Just one more addict down
And it all falls away as I hit the floor
And there’s nothing more, nothing more