God damn this world, and my broken soul,
It’s blackening fast, I feel the weight of the past and a world of pills won’t make a difference
A life too long,
Suffering son, of an Earth that’s shown it’s great indifference to the fate of this unfortunate instance.

What to wait for? What to live for? Just a broken man holding himself

Down, It seems the struggle’s over now
And was it worth it?
Now, the end’s in sight I ask myself
Was it all worth it?

I tried so hard, shattered and scarred, this traumatised intense existence just lifts me up to drop me further
Strive to succeed, Fulfil those needs, It all means nothing just to die and extract this disappointing anti-climax


Down, It seems the struggle’s over now
And was it worth it?
Now, the end’s in sight I ask myself
Was it all worth it?


Waking, alive again
Cursing this elusive end


I’m swallowed whole, by crushing subsistence
A void unfolds to marry this consciousness
Tally the worth of all past endeavours
1 million times nothing is nothing, is nothing


Down, It seems the struggle’s over now
And was it worth it?
Now, the end’s in sight I ask myself
Was it all worth it?